“After a day at a retreat center... I will be picked up by my host
family and then things really get interesting....”
And, boy,
did they get interesting.
I wrote
that a year ago, today. I had been staring at this blank page of a soon to be
new and important blog for a long time before I wrote anything down. There is
so much of me that can’t wrap my head around the fact that I’ve been here a
year.
Like Rent,
how do you measure a year?
In
mangos? In ants? In pounds of rice and potatoes? In mosquito bites? In cold
showers? In dinámicas? In cervezas? In care packages? In vacation days? In Peace Corps acronyms?
It seems
like yesterday we were all dropped off at the training center and we were
standing in front of our soon-to-be host families for training. Melissa, my
host sister, picked me up and brought me home to a host family that I consider
now like my real family. My host mom, Carmen, was pregnant at the time with a
baby girl who is now my beautiful namesake and goddaughter. I felt Brielle Ann
kick during training and she was born happy and health in October 2011. Now,
she’s a chubby little baby trying to talk and walk. Where did the year go?
It seems
like yesterday that I was sitting in a retreat center with almost 50 other
strangers. Strangers that later would become the most important and invaluable
part of my service thus far. We came from all over the United States with
different beliefs and backgrounds and we became one very dysfunctional family. Peru
17 was the first group to make it to swear in with all its’ trainees since
2004. As a group, we have had our ups and downs, but I’m extremely proud to be
part of such a loud (I can hear Richard laughing all the way from Arequipa),
creative and resilient group of people. Where did the year go?
In a year
I have experienced 2 host family changes and a site change. I have been sick
more times than I can count, and I’ve eaten more rice than I thought my stomach
could hold. A year ago, then me, could barely get through a sentence in
Spanish, and now, I’m teaching in front of classrooms of teenagers. A year ago,
then me, couldn’t imagine being on a bus for more than 3 hours. Now, 15 hours
isn’t even that long. A year ago, then me, didn’t think she’d make it to a
year. Now, here I am.
A year in
Perú.
I have
been challenged in ways I couldn’t imagine. I have had successes I never
thought possible. I have formed strong relationships both with volunteers and
Peruvians alike. I have had my share of highs and lows. I have thought about
giving up, but later remembered why I was here. Where did the year go?
I’m
grateful everyday for what Peru has given me: both the good and the bad. I have grown from both.
Happy 1
year, Perú 17.
Here is
to another year.
"Five seagulls
are sitting on a dock. One of them decides to fly away. How many seagulls are
left?"
"Well...
four."
"No," he
responded. "There are still five. Deciding to fly away and actually flying
away are two very different things. Listen to me carefully. Despite popular
belief to the contrary, there is absolutely no power in intention. The seagull
may intend to fly away, may decide to do so, may talk with other seagulls about
how wonderful it is to fly, but until the seagull flaps his wings and takes
air, he is still on the dock. There's no difference between that gull and all
the others. Likewise, there is no difference in the person who intends to do
things differently and the one who never thinks about it in the first place."
-Andy Andrews, The Noticer
Until
Next Time,
Brielle
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